11:18 pm
Yeah, as usual, it's late, but unlike every night that I write, I'm not at home. I'm elsewhere, namely, my friend's house. So as I write, I'm probably freezing my toes off, although I'm wearing socks. Anyways, a whole lot is going on right now, like misunderstandings, feelings hurt, and a strange rumbling of my stomach that has been going on for quite some time now. It's strange, like I said.
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A lot of people call me a very negative thinker, and even I think that I am a very pessimistic person. I just always tend to focus on the bad side of things and people, which is actually quite of a problem for me. I know that life would probably feel a whole lot better if I were to live life with a positive outlook, but the thing is that I can't change my pessimism.
But I've found a way to look at pessimism optimistically. (Clever)
It's just so much easier to live life pessimistically for me. No hope, no positive expectations, just expecting the worst possible scenario. Why? Well, here's a list that explains why and how:
Hope is only meant to be stepped on. It builds up, and when it's high enough, the whole world just takes a massive shit on it and flushes it down your face. But if you don't hope for anything good, or at least just not hope at all, then there's nothing for the universe to defile. A piece of shit covered in more dung isn't so bad, while a desecrated golden bar is the first sign of the apocalypse. So hope, out of my list. (Except for one situation)
Nobody should be trusted. Trust nobody but yourself, because everybody in the world is going to let you down. If you want to put your faith in other people, then just be sure that you would be able to handle your emotions once that person pulls down their overly-tight skinny jeans and takes a massive shit on your heart. Because to me, trusting isn't knowing that somebody wouldn't let you down, it's knowing that you can handle it when they do.
Everyone hates you, and nobody would care for you with their lives. Well, of course some people may have that strong affection for you, but it's just so much easier to deal with life, thinking that nobody loves you. Well, that's how I live, and it's so much easier than having to deal with the same bullshit that other people complain so much about in public concerning their broken friendships mutilated by backstabbing and disloyalty. So, it's every man for himself in this world. It's a dog-eat-dog world.
So with these few perspectives, you can probably feel a little bit better, because this way, you'd stop caring about everything happening around you. I'm not giving the kind of advice that most people would probably give. I'm not giving you advice to help your social life, external relationships, and whatnot. This advice will only make you feel better. But then since your life is the only life you can live, then why not feel good in it? I'm probably like... a core-psychiatrist or something. I don't really know why I used the word, "core" though.
But I've found a way to look at pessimism optimistically. (Clever)
It's just so much easier to live life pessimistically for me. No hope, no positive expectations, just expecting the worst possible scenario. Why? Well, here's a list that explains why and how:
Hope is only meant to be stepped on. It builds up, and when it's high enough, the whole world just takes a massive shit on it and flushes it down your face. But if you don't hope for anything good, or at least just not hope at all, then there's nothing for the universe to defile. A piece of shit covered in more dung isn't so bad, while a desecrated golden bar is the first sign of the apocalypse. So hope, out of my list. (Except for one situation)
Nobody should be trusted. Trust nobody but yourself, because everybody in the world is going to let you down. If you want to put your faith in other people, then just be sure that you would be able to handle your emotions once that person pulls down their overly-tight skinny jeans and takes a massive shit on your heart. Because to me, trusting isn't knowing that somebody wouldn't let you down, it's knowing that you can handle it when they do.
Everyone hates you, and nobody would care for you with their lives. Well, of course some people may have that strong affection for you, but it's just so much easier to deal with life, thinking that nobody loves you. Well, that's how I live, and it's so much easier than having to deal with the same bullshit that other people complain so much about in public concerning their broken friendships mutilated by backstabbing and disloyalty. So, it's every man for himself in this world. It's a dog-eat-dog world.
So with these few perspectives, you can probably feel a little bit better, because this way, you'd stop caring about everything happening around you. I'm not giving the kind of advice that most people would probably give. I'm not giving you advice to help your social life, external relationships, and whatnot. This advice will only make you feel better. But then since your life is the only life you can live, then why not feel good in it? I'm probably like... a core-psychiatrist or something. I don't really know why I used the word, "core" though.
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So that's it for tonight.
There was a little misunderstanding with my baby doll and
some of the people from my school that I heard about.
Well, let this be a lesson for people that you shouldn't
care about what other people are talking about
because it's not your business. It's not about you.
If it were meant for you, it would be said directly to you
(at least that's how we would do it.)
P.S.
I have a big best friend, who is the best-est.
Out.
There was a little misunderstanding with my baby doll and
some of the people from my school that I heard about.
Well, let this be a lesson for people that you shouldn't
care about what other people are talking about
because it's not your business. It's not about you.
If it were meant for you, it would be said directly to you
(at least that's how we would do it.)
P.S.
I have a big best friend, who is the best-est.
Out.
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